Amo-te..

funny how it twists and turns every once in a while.. one day it may be perfect, the next day it all comes back to me and strikes me down.

damn it, i'm sick of this.

I'm even wondering if i should ever give up on everything. I know I cant, but there's no one in the whole world who could possibly understand me.


Ainda não sei
Mesmo que o digas
O sentimento que surge, quando menos se espera
Tudo o que sei
Eu amo-te..

Matas-me por dentro
Amor.
Descrevo o indescritível
Ainda não sei.
Leio os belos traços da tua face
E tento esquecer o inesquecível.
Nunca, nunca mais,
Amarei alguém como te amo a ti..

one more thought..

wondering what the fuck am I doing here..

back..

it's been a while now without me posting any stuff. Figures..

why? why, may I ask myself?
and then I answer myself, with the only possible option:

School (yeap, with a capital ''S'')

You see, it ain't the school itself that really pisses me off. And now I ask myself one more time. What is it then? And the answer shows itself as clear as water in my mind, allowing me to answer myself once again.

classes (now without a capital ''c'', to show my full respect for this particular subject)

it's well worth going to school, not because of the classes, or teachers, or whatever..

it's because of the people..

pushing me away..

when I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see
nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me..