Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone! This is the day you've all been waiting for the intire year. May you all spend this occasion with all your beloved ones and have a great and happy new year, hopefully better than this past one.

Just wanted to post something today. I had to post something today, on the 25th of December.. If it werent for the coming of my brothers, who I missed so much since I only get to see them once every year sometimes, nobody would think my Christmas was interely happy.

First of all, last night my parents werent at home (nice headstart ..) so I got to spend the night with my little sister and my grandma. Not any problems with my sis, she's no big deal. But my grandma turned very mad at me (I didnt even find out why) and began shouting out loud. She left the house early this morning. Dont think she'll come back so soon..

Then my parents came to the scene. They woke me up at a quarter to 7 a.m. (I had gone to bed at 4 in that same morning - good news about that, I spent all that time talking with someone who trully understands the meaning of life and of friendship, and from who I have learned many lessons) and told me to have: a shower, my bedroom decently organized and my shoes tied for the arrival of my brothers.

On the other hand, the past few hours were some of the best hours of my life. My sister came from Oxford on purpose to spend the day with me. My brothers left the pressure of work and college to come too. And soon all my sadness had been forgotten, just for a few hours, but it was well worth it.

They left 1 hour ago or something. And with that, that old feeling of loss has returned. I'm still thinking about them. And I think about the other people that brighten my life.

My friends. My one true friend.

And my love..


Merry Xmas