I feel lost sometimes. I cant really explain why. It's just something that keeps haunting me everyday. My house isnt exactly the sweetest place to live. I dont know.. It's probably my fault, but I cant really see how.
I know my place, and they deserve respect. But I kinda feel like Im old enough, you know.. I mean, Im tired of doing things and accepting orders without ever knowing why. Im not a kid anymore..
Yeah I know it sounds pretty bad writing down these things but for me it's the ultimate truth. I just want them to stop blaming me for everything bad that happens in their lives, ITS NOT MY FAULT!!! Im not a bad person, I know that. I couldnt possibly want to destroy my family, they're almost everything to me..
oh well, I just needed a break to write this down..
I know my place, and they deserve respect. But I kinda feel like Im old enough, you know.. I mean, Im tired of doing things and accepting orders without ever knowing why. Im not a kid anymore..
Yeah I know it sounds pretty bad writing down these things but for me it's the ultimate truth. I just want them to stop blaming me for everything bad that happens in their lives, ITS NOT MY FAULT!!! Im not a bad person, I know that. I couldnt possibly want to destroy my family, they're almost everything to me..
oh well, I just needed a break to write this down..
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