It's been a while since I last wrote someting. Such happened because I didn't feel like I needed to lay down my thoughts as regularly as I used to. All I needed was right in front of me. And I just couldn't take enough profit of it.This cost me the most valuable friendship I've ever had.
Today I looked back furter more. I searched my past in order to seek answers to the present. To prevent myself from ever commiting the same fatal mistakes in the future. Damn it, I still cannot believe how blinded I became thanks to my pride and selfishness. I was so busy trying to ease up things a little bit on one particular and so important part of my life that I wasn't giving enough attention to the rest of it.
I guess it's all my fault. For showing lack of selflessness, for showing lack of respect. She should well give up on me, after so many opportunities that I completly wasted and threw away. There's absolutely no point in asking for forgiveness or saying I'm sorry. Just words. She'll move on with her life, pretending that I never existed. I won't ever move on with mine, knowing that I totally ended up with something that could have lasted forever had I not been soo fool and selfish.
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She'll move on with her life, pretending that I never existed. I won't ever move on with mine, knowing that I totally ended up with something that could have lasted forever had I not been soo fool and selfish.
no fundo e isso q qeres ne?
pq qem diz q faz e dps n faz, q vem e q dps n vem..
ignoreite? tentaste? uau msn, boa tentativa.. eu dissete na hora.. resolver por msn pra mim é igual a zero.
tu e q qeres q eu faça o q escreveste, tas-te a cagar "é menos um fardo"
podias ser sincero e dizerme isso na cara.
lamentas o q aconteceu? nao, qem lamenta sou eu por continuar a acreditar q algum dia seremos cm deviamos ser um p outro.
mesmo, whatever.
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